Wait! What's your rush? What's your hurry?

Okay. So it's safe to say I am more than ready to get out of this freaking retarded soap opera called Union County High School.

People can be so dramatic over the smallest faults.

Just because someone isn't your friend anymore, does not mean it gives you permission to totally bash them in front of other people who don't even know the person.

That just means you are insecure about yourself.

Freaking posers. Get your own scene.

And stupid freshman. Stop acting emo. Everyone knows you have friends and you're the happiest person on the planet. You don't have to act  like you're all alone in the world.

Save the apathy for your mom.

But getting back to me wanting to leave...

I am ready for more freedom. I'm ready for greater challenges and callings. 

Stressed is one word to describe me; confused is another.

I have to choose between two schools that really want me for music.

One has given me scholarships out the wazoo, although I still can't pay for it.

Silly private school.

The other is the one school I have wanted to attend ever since I heard such positive stories from my brother. I should be getting my scholarship letter from them today or tomorrow.

Since when was this decision s hard? Ask me three months ago where I was going and I would happily chime, "North Georgia College and State University."

But now, I realize that I may be able to be happy six miles from my own house.

As of this moment, I plan on attending NGCSU. I haven't heard amazing things about their music department other than, "It's good, but YHC can give you a music education you could never imagine getting at any other institution."

None of those people mentioned Freshman year at YHC costs around $26,000, which comes to about three and a half semesters at NGCSU.

Unless YHC decides to give me ANOTHER scholarship (they have already given me three), North Georgia here I come.

So you tell me, Which sounds better:

Ashley, the Phi Alpha Phi.

OR

Ashley, the Kappa Delta??

I'm not telling you which belongs to which school, unless you are just THAT good :]