"Green Finch and Linnet Bird, Nightingale, Blackbird. How is it you sing?"

I love musicals. In a musical, the character fully and completly falls into the moment, believeing that what is happening right then, is fully what is supposed to be happening. They see a beautiful man or woman across the room and at that moment, they are head over heels in love and breaking out in song. however the next scene, they are in love with their best friend.

If only life were a musical. But it's not. It's no where near one. Okay, okay so I do break out in song at random times, but I am wierd. No denying that.

So I have recently decided to not date until college. It causes too many problems and takes too much time out of my already busy schedule. Plus, I fall to easily, and if I take out the temptation, maybe I won't.

But only time will tell if my plan works. Hopefully it will.

Until next time,
<3 Ashley

i'm nothing close to barbie...

so it's safe to say i am pretty excited.
new semester next week.
one step closer to graduating.
one step closer to leaving.

but what do you you do when you become suddenly attached to something that is never here.
something that was always in front of you, but you just recently noticed?
i feel that way sometimes.
i also just recently have begun to feel mass amounts of confusion.
about everything.

i got into north georgia college and state university in mid-december.
i was so excited.
then i thought, "what if it's not right? what if i belong somewhere else?"

then he came along.
the perfect boy.
deana described him as "a life-size ken doll."
and he likes me of all people.
i'm nothing close to barbie.
sure i have the blonde thing going on but i definitely think that may be the only thing we have in common.
and he goes to uga.
he's a genetics major.
oh my god.
i must look like an idiot compared to him.
i guess time will tell me where i belong.

but i'm not about to flip my world around for one guy.
if it's meant to happen it will.
if i'm meant to go to uga i will get in and i will go.

but as of right now,
i am a senior at union county high school
who plans on attending north georgia college and state university,
and dating a cadet within the next year :]

wait.
one day at a time ashley.
don't set yourself up for disappointment...